I woke up this morning to pouring, pounding rain. The autumn crocus are little tattered by the slugs as well.
When I went out this morning to feed the chickens I noticed how beautiful the wool I had tossed into a mixture of blackberries and cabbage was. The roving, well, I was trying over-dyeing green and it didn't work. I also realized that for roving the plant material really needs to be strained out. The process continues.
This morning Jude at Spirit Cloth wrote about living an "artful life." Artful is a difficult word for me. There is something limiting to it for me, maybe because it seems to be product driven? (And that is not a critique of those who create art at all, art if food for the soul). Maybe too because "artful" has been turned into a lifestyle statement?
In choosing a word to describe what I want to be doing, how I want to live my life, I do like creative. When I first named my blog I looked in the dictionary (Websters to be precise, 1984 edition).
Create: To bring into being. To produce through artistic or imaginative effort.
Creative: Productive, imaginative.
Imagination: The ability to confront and cope with reality by using the creative power of the mind; resoucefulness.
I have a strong need to take pieces of things and put them together, to create something new or different from fragments, to make things whole, to heal and nurture. Creative is a lifestyle choice for me. I've been wondering a lot lately (as I commented at Spirit Cloth) about whether we do the best with what we are given in life or if we create the life we want? And if it really matters in the long run. The goal is to live and to live to the best of our ability.
A weary and tired sunflower (my shutter doesn't open all the way unless I pry it open, this morning I left it to create the dark spots). And yet the center will dry and turn to something nourishing. The seeds will probably scatter around the garden. Perseverance.