Present as in a gift, to give.
Present as in this very moment, this place.
I had to pause on my trip through the alphabet for awhile because I really didn't feel very present...
Mostly I've been working on the blanket for my coworkers baby.
She is due any day now.
It's made things extra busy at work.
Tonight I took the ends that I've collected from the blanket and carded them into some roving.
And then I spun it into yarn.
This had me thinking about practice...practice as in to do something with the intent of getting better at something and practice as something that you do.
I don't particularly care if I get better at spinning yarn with a drop spindle. I can make consistent yarn when it is my goal but really, I love the bumpy lumpy texture. The parts where I spin it tight and it loops over on itself.
I spin in a way where I am very present and paying attention to what I am doing. Spinning consistent yarn, at least for me, is about muscle memory and paying less attention to what I am doing.
Using up scraps as I go is something I want to get into the practice of doing, rather than storing them for future projects.
And then I took the yarn and knit it on to the end of a strip I started for the Field Note blanket.
It was such a pleasure...